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Trying to find the perfect match between pretentious and pop. Feeding ducks and thinking too much, daisies and journals and fountain pens with dark blue ink that smudges when you aren't too careful. Mixtapes that took far too long to make.

post edc Sunday, July 01, 2007 |

I am currently quite disoriented. It is two pm on a sunday afternoon...I just woke up from a nap, having not slept since the night before EDC, which wasn't that good of a sleep in any case since I was excited and restless.

I should be hungry, seeing as how my last real food consumption was this Carl's Jr. chicken sandwich at four yesterday, and it has almost been a whole twenty four hours with nothing but gum, water, a tiny powdered donut, and a Mochi icecream...but I feel...only this bleh washed out taste in my mouth. No hunger.

I am tired, though. I don't know how to occupy myself until it's night and I can actually go to sleep...and work is the last thing I want to do tomorrow.

goodbye, cellphone, ipod and expensive earphones, keys with cute keychain, pen with expensive ink, prada bag, my little notebook, my glasses case, my wallet, ids, various cards, fuck my life, etc.

I seriously feel like I have no option but to die right now. Life...just makes no sense.